"he who forms the mountains, creats the wind, and reveals his thoughts to man."
amos 4:13
I have a list of things I want to do in life. I have places I want to go. I have goals and dreams. I want to go to Italy, someday I'll head to Africa, I want to live in another country and have a family there. Learn as much as I possibly can... So you see, I have desires of my heart. But I've been thinking lately (scary I know) and ultimately I want to fulfill the plan God has for me.
If being the woman God wants me to be means tossing my list and living a life of singledom, stablility, and stagnancy, I will. But I also believe taht God gave me my independence, my longing for adventure, and perhaps a family of my own. Will he calm the fire of my heart? will he simply continue to change me until I no longer feel the need for them? Or are my wishes finally becoming his?
Really, all I want is to know that I'm doing the right thing--because it's good, because it's true, because it's right. I want to make decisions in the way God wants me to. I want our plans for my life to be the same, so that I'll always know that things will work out for the best. So God, reveal your thoughts to this girl. Make my life full--of you.
About Me
- kayla
- i love: the hippo song. toast. ankle socks. scarves. sunglasses. odwallas. headbands. love notes. ice cream. office supplies. shooting stars. cushy carpet. dried mango. football. jcrew. things that sparkle. the periodic table. chapstick. arched brows. journals. lab goggles. funny movies. poetry. skipping. musicals. 7 layer burritos minus the cheese. buccanators. bangs. sarcasm. a good book. dancing. old jeans. travel-size bottles. gauchos. sidewalk chalk. the number 7. praying. fish. cowboy hats. cute coffee shops. john mayer. ashley. sun. dreams. getting ready for a banquet. morals. applications. the smell of rain. winks.
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